"life is a war fought with tears." In my whole life I haven't wept more than I have in the past two months. In my whole life I haven't woken up in the middle of the night with a puddle on my pillow and nightmarish images of a car rolling over and over flashing through my mind as I have in the past two months. It's like my soul feels the sorrow of a tragedy unresolved in it's subconscious, only realizing it when I close my eyes and relive the pain of that day.
It's not as though I've been crippled and my whole world is upside down. It's more that when I was upside-down in that CRV I saw my life from that position. I realized where my point of convergence really was and realized what is paramount is my saviour.
So I am still fighting the war with as many tears as I can, but at some point they are gonna have to stop and I'm gonna have to reconcile all of this. hopefully I can bust out with a roar, a growl so deep that the ground around me shakes and the mountains echo the unquenching love of life that comes from the father. Only then will will my life be truly Legitopotomous.
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